Showing posts with label jurnal. Show all posts
Showing posts with label jurnal. Show all posts

Sunday, January 22, 2012

Big Brother, Kota Damansara

i love this restaurant very much..WHY ? the taste were delicoius and the serving were very tempting..
i will go there even it is bit far away from the place  live but who can stop my craving..even my fiance could never stop me ...
my tempting food wit lime asamboi
Lamb shank RM35
he just love it...trust me
you can spend RM 50 there and bon appetite...im very choosy and picky when it come to food...but when i start to love it..it just cant get it out of my head..

Monday, June 13, 2011

MY SADDEST DAY....

i was not very in mood of feeling okay...He has change..which the feel freak me out..
he feel not okay..not good..burden extremely heavy...how can i counter the feel that i sense from from him...what am i suppose to do??

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Thursday, June 9, 2011

Rolling in the deep

There's a fire starting in my heart,
Reaching a fever pitch and it's bringing me out the dark,

Finally, I can see you crystal clear,
Go ahead and sell me out and a I'll lay your ship bare,
See how I'll leave with every piece of you,
Don't underestimate the things that I will do,

There's a fire starting in my heart,
Reaching a fever pitch and it's bring me out the dark,

The scars of your love remind me of us,
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all,
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless,
I can't help feeling,

We could have had it all,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
Rolling in the deep,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
You had my heart inside your hand,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
And you played it to the beat,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),

Baby, I have no story to be told,
But I've heard one on you and I'm gonna make your head burn,
Think of me in the depths of your despair,
Make a home down there as mine sure won't be shared,

The scars of your love remind me of us,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
I can't help feeling,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),

We could have had it all,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
Rolling in the deep,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
You had my heart inside your hand,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),

[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/rolling-in-the-deep-lyrics-adele.html ]

And you played it to the beat,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),

Could have had it all,
Rolling in the deep,
You had my heart inside your hand,
But you played it with a beating,

Throw your soul through every open door,
Count your blessings to find what you look for,
Turn my sorrow into treasured gold,
You'll pay me back in kind and reap just what you've sown,

(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
We could have had it all,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
We could have had it all,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
It all, it all, it all,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),

We could have had it all,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
Rolling in the deep,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
You had my heart inside your hand,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
And you played it to the beat,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),

Could have had it all,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
Rolling in the deep,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
You had my heart inside your hand,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),

But you played it,
You played it,
You played it,
You played it to the beat.

Monday, June 6, 2011

wedding Ring

My dream ring
i wish to have this ring.
what we want never gonna happen to me...
so just bear in mind!!!!
today we had a small fight..wedding ring was our subject of fighting...
and i dont feel good..
either me or him..
it is not my intention to pick a fight..
seem i was in my own world talking to myself..
how happy i was to be love n love him so deeply..
i feel want to scream very loud ...
i would to tell the sky how much i love him..
i would like to tell the wind..so wind can tell him ...
how deeply i was fall for him over 7 year...
this is really hard........

i just wanna have,,,
wanna hold..

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

checklist

Checklist

BIL PERKARA BAJET (RM)
1 Yuran kursus pra perkahwinan
2 Cincin tunang
3 Cincin kahwin
4 Barang kemas
5 Wang mas kahwin
6 Wang upah kadi
7 Kad jemputan kahwin
8 Setem untuk pos kad jemputan
9 Wang hantaran
10 Sirih junjung
11 Kain ela
12 Baju kurung
13 Telekung & Sejadah
14 Senaskah Al – Quran
15 Beg tangan
16 Kasut
17 Jam tangan
18 Set penjagaan badan
19 Set alat solek
20 Kek
21 Buah-buahan
22 Coklat
23 Potpurri
24 Gubahan barang hantaran termasuk upah
25 Hiasan bilik tidur
26 Pelamin
27 Bunga telur
28 Bunga pahar
29 Gambar & upah jurugambar
30 Sewa kanopy termasuk alas meja dan upah pekerja
31 Set meja pengantin termasuk alas meja dan bunga
32 Set makan beradap
33 Penanggah
34 Katering
35 Upah kumpulan kompang
36 Upah DJ
37 Kos perjalanan rombongan pergi dan balik
38 Kos tempat penginapan
39 Cenderahati untuk saudara dan sahabat
40 Upah juruandam
Jumlah keseluruhan : RM ___________________

Tuesday, May 31, 2011

My hard day in my life

there is so many thing i wish i would have. i want to be a wife and have a wonderful life with my husband nevertheless life are not according to what i want ..it all about how we handle life that we never aspect what would happen.
There is a lots of number that i wish for that never gonna happen but i will never stop to pray for better life.

This current time i having difficulty to counter my massive problem which keep on coming to me like a heavy rain. i was crying all the way to cope and to be calm.in the same time mohd shah not in the shape of helping me at all.he keep himself very silent and try to push me away from him.i never felt the feeling being push away like i was stranger to him.i just couldn't get it. we being friend for few year and i always his side even tough he never try to share it with me.

the truth is i love him to much and in the same time we keep hurting each other in the odd manner.

my mom trying to be my savoir but i could not bear any of it.she trying to help me out but i could not received it because she was my mother and i don't want to cause her trouble.

i feel my world getting more tiny than ever.seem what I've done before infected me a lot. but there is no other power greater than Allah and Allah will grant my wish.

Ya Allah,
due every massive problem that occurred in my life, make me stronger to face it. give me a way to solve it.give me courage to survive this tremendous pain. if love not bound me to the other who love me...make me bound to them, if shah was so far away from me , make his heart more closer than before. make him love me than before.


life is always a winding road,
there is always a task to complete,
there is always lesson to be learn but have faith
Allah give us the test to let us learn the wonderful way to experience life risk in every choice you make for your life.