My hard day in my life

there is so many thing i wish i would have. i want to be a wife and have a wonderful life with my husband nevertheless life are not according to what i want ..it all about how we handle life that we never aspect what would happen.
There is a lots of number that i wish for that never gonna happen but i will never stop to pray for better life.

This current time i having difficulty to counter my massive problem which keep on coming to me like a heavy rain. i was crying all the way to cope and to be calm.in the same time mohd shah not in the shape of helping me at all.he keep himself very silent and try to push me away from him.i never felt the feeling being push away like i was stranger to him.i just couldn't get it. we being friend for few year and i always his side even tough he never try to share it with me.

the truth is i love him to much and in the same time we keep hurting each other in the odd manner.

my mom trying to be my savoir but i could not bear any of it.she trying to help me out but i could not received it because she was my mother and i don't want to cause her trouble.

i feel my world getting more tiny than ever.seem what I've done before infected me a lot. but there is no other power greater than Allah and Allah will grant my wish.

Ya Allah,
due every massive problem that occurred in my life, make me stronger to face it. give me a way to solve it.give me courage to survive this tremendous pain. if love not bound me to the other who love me...make me bound to them, if shah was so far away from me , make his heart more closer than before. make him love me than before.


life is always a winding road,
there is always a task to complete,
there is always lesson to be learn but have faith
Allah give us the test to let us learn the wonderful way to experience life risk in every choice you make for your life.

Eating at Soi 3 at Sukumvit, Thailand

Our Good old days..i was so much in love visiting other people places...see their culture and yet its thrill !!! Arabic Halal food in Bangkok, Thailand.

Shishah Nasir Bangkok.Shishah Nasir Arabian restaurant. Nasir Shishah offers you the finest Arabian cuisine in Bangkok. Mixed with Oriental and Asian food makes Shishah an unique experience. Arabian restaurant with first class facilities in Bangkok. Restaurant Shishah Nasir is located at Soi Arab. 4/6, Sukhumvit Soi 3/1, North Nana in Bangkok, Thailand.
Beirut Bangkok.Beirut middle Eastern food. Beirut Lebanese restaurant. The best Lebanese food in Bangkok. Delicious middle East food at the basement floor of Ploenchit center. This mostly packed restaurant is located at Ploenchit Plaza, Basement Floor, Sukhumvit Soi 2, Bangkok, Thailand.
Shahrazad Bangkok.Shahrazad Middle East restaurant. Executed middle east dishes for Arab tourists and Arab residents in Bangkok. All served through hijab clad Thai waitresses at the oldest Arab restaurant in this Soi Arab street in Bangkok. Visit by many Arab expats. Shahrazad restaurant is situated in the middle of Soi Arab, Sukhumvit Soi 3/1, Bangkok, Thailand.
Nefertiti Bangkok.Nefertiti Egyptian restaurant. Nefertiti restaurant has some of the best Arab, Indian and Lebanese food in all of Bangkok. A delicious restaurant in the well know 'Soi Arab' at the Nana area in Bangkok. The Egyptian restaurant 'Nefertiti' is located at 4/8, Sukhumvit Soi 3/1, Bangkok, Thailand.
Shater Bangkok.Shater Halal restaurant. Shater Persian restaurant in Bangkok. Shater restaurant for your Arabic and Persian food in Bangkok. Excellent Persian food at Shater in Bangkok. The address is 79/6, Sukhumvit Road Soi 3/1, Bangkok, Thailand.
Petra Bangkok.Petra middle east restaurant. Arabic food at Petra restaurant. Great and tasteful Arabic and Lebanese food in Soi Arab. Petra restaurant at 75/4, Sukhumvit Road Soi 3/1 in Bangkok, Thailand.

Travel to Kuantan

Teluk Chempedak beach is approximately 5km away from the town of Kuantan. Go all the way to the end and reach Jalan Teluk Chempedak. We reach a dead end where a MacDonald Restaurant and Hyatt Regency Hotel are located. We park the car and walk towards the beach. This is one of the main beach that locals go to during the weekends and after office hours to unwind and for a time of leisure with family members. This beach is an enclosed bay and is a good place for water sports activities such as swimming, jet-skiing, surfing or sun-bathe. Kite flying during the windy days is a definite thing to do for children of all ages. During the monsoon season from November to March, do be careful with the sea as the waves can be quite rough. Hence, it is not recommended to swim here during this time.
Purpose of traveling to Kuantan is just to accompany shah, he got task in somewhere in Pekan. Then i bought a new hill (shoe), white shoe with big diamond on top of it. Shah said, the shoe are cool and look nice on me. I bought it in Kuantan MegaMall.

We take a few shoot of our picture nearby at TC beach. The wind was was blowing and it sound very peaceful. we bought Sundae for each of us and lick it until it melted into our throat..Then i fell want to vomit, and my stomach wasn't fell right. I have vomited all the sundae which i have not finish it. After that we went homes because i start to fell dizzy.
While entering the highway, i fall asleep. when reached Temerloh, we switched driver because shah fell sleepy.

we reached home at 9.00 pm. get bath and take a nap because we having a long ride.

Tuk Tuk

Finally, what would Bangkok be without the much-loathed, much-loved, tuk-tuks? You'll know them when you hear them, and you'll hate them when you smell them - these three-wheeled contraptions blaze around Bangkok leaving a black cloud of smog in their wake. For anything more than a 5-10 minute jaunt or just the experience, they really are not worth the price - and, if you let them get away with it, the price will usually be 4 or 5 times what it should be anyway (which, for Thais, is around 30% less than the equivalent metered taxi fare). On the other hand, you can sometimes ride for free if you agree to visit touristy clothing or jewelry shops (which give the tuk-tuk driver gas coupons and commissions for bringing customers). The shops' salesmen are pushy, but you are free to leave after five to ten minutes of browsing.

My Journey to Bangkok was the most memorable & hardly can't forget...Visitors should beware though, sometimes one stop can turn in to three, and your tuk-tuk driver may not be interested in taking you where you need to go once he has his gas coupons. Also, with Bangkok's densly congested traffic it is sure to spend hours of your time. In case you actually want to get somewhere, and you're an all-male party, be careful with the tuk-tuk drivers, they will usually just ignore your destination and start driving you to some bordello ("beautiful girls"). Insist continually and forcefully on going only to your destination.

There's also a less-heralded, less-colourful and less-touristy version of the tuk-tuk that usually serves the back sois in residential neighborhoods. They usually have four wheels instead of three and resemble a tiny truck / ute / lorry, and they run on petrol instead of LP. The maids and locals tend to use them to return home from market with loads of groceries, or for quick trips if they're available. Negotiate before you get in, but don't expect to go much beyond the edge of that particular neighborhood.

History

i Know him on early February 2005 thru virtualfriend.net and got his YM on his page . Then i click on his YM id & start to chat. The response are kinda good, his very friendly and easy to flirt with. I've chat for a few hours to get his detail and yet i got his number. I grab my phone & dialed his number. When we were chat before, he was at Kluang, Johor for semester break. His was a Diploma Science computer student of Kolej Shah Putra, Kuantan,Pahang. His voice..euuuwww...so manly - sound like dad..He so friendly and tame. We share same interest, he like Roxxete just like me..i do like him , seem we are in consensus ad idem.

8 February 2005

I propose to him .My main reason to propose is, because he presents himself very well, good height, and I love bold man and he has the “things” I like to have to be in love with. Yet I couple with a student. Then I called him every day, we talk, chat and I could not stop, he just like drug and I’ve been addicted to him. Seem like I’m too obsessed on him therefore I’m blind to any circumstances that may cause me. I never meet him, never know how he looks like, does his face look like the picture I’ve seen before and I don’t know was he a good guy. My heart just can’t stop from loving him, calling him and text him.

16 April 2005,

We set a blind date and meet at Kota Raya, Kuala Lumpur. Both of us, take a bus from Putrajaya and Kuantan and when we reach to Kuala Lumpur, I called him to meet at McDonalds, Kota Raya. My first impression when I set eyes on him, Ops!! He is not tall like I was imagined but its fair enough, he bold and thin. He wearing white sleeveless and torn jeans, backpack and big bangle (it’s huge). He is cute though. Once we meet, we take a bus off to Bukit Bintang and we hang out at McDonalds’ Bukit Bintang. He order Strawberry sundae but I couldn’t remember what have I ordered on that day. Unfortunely, he already has ticket to Kuantan on that evening, then I persuade him not to take the bus.Finally, he made up his mind to sleep over on his colleague house.

On the next date which is amount to our second date, we meet and we hang out at Mid Valley then send him off to Pudu Raya and it was the moment could not be forgotten until it’s been over 6 year , seem its happen yesterday. Those all for the story on our 1st start in walking to the valley of destiny.

OurLovely day

 

 

its been almost 7 year we been together over poor and rain...while we been broke up..i ve been messed up...we hate each other for most hatred way and yet..i have so much love in him...and he is the best thing ever happen to me since he has change me to a better person.

Our Lovely moment